June 29th, 2003
|06:07 pm - not dead yet, damnit!|
Surgery is nothing, RECOVERY from ear surgery is a fucking nightmare.
Getting all that shit out of your system, and learning like a toddler
how to balance on your own 2 feet all over again while avoiding other...
unpleasant aspects of recovery has been educational, in a locked in a cell
for a month with a convicted rapist kind of way. I think the ultimate way
to torture another human being would be to give them permanent vertigo
forever. Its like that first 10 seconds you get off the wicked roller
coaster, for weeks on end!
Tomorrow I get my bandages taken off for the first time.
I can't remember if I already sent something, but thanks for the flowers
and sweets guys!
Yeah, recovery sucks, but it's worth it, right?
Two years ago I had foot surgery, and was bed ridden for one whole month. When I finally had the ok to put weight on my foot, I was so scared to take a step! When I finally did it felt incredible, and I hope that once you recover you feel the same way... All the best!